Anonymous
October 14, 2025 at 4:00:55 AM
I’ve mostly been hearing about you being avoidant and detached with others but attaching yourself again when it gets hard for you, technically just coming back when you need someone. Pushing people away, etc. Some (I won’t name who) say you are inconsiderate and heavily moody and have a bipolar disorder. Then again this could just be rumors, you know how people can be these days, these are just what I’ve heard. Disregard it if it doesn’t make sense to you, that means It isn’t true.
Replied on: October 14, 2025 at 12:43:35 PM
yeesh ..! i wont deny the fact that i am avoidant and detached at times , but when i do attach to people , i dont go back to the same people ive once left . if i distanced / pushed people away , then it is for either for my / their / both of our own good (if that makes sense) … even if i do end up talking to someone ive left before , itll most of the time be them reaching out to me instead of the opposite . i know i hurt others by leaving , so i would never willingly trouble their lives by coming back to them only when i need to — thats just not how i work
i wont deny that i may seem inconsiderate / heavily moody either , thats completely understandable . i know im wrong for troubling other people by leaving . but saying that i have a disorder when im not even diagnosed is really disrespectful (in my opinion) . and i hope those who have said that would kindly rethink about their words without reaching out to me anymore . i do not want people who say such things in my life . ever .
yes , i know im a hypocrite and a bad person by doing all of these things , and thats completely my fault . but please remember that im only a teenage girl who is still struggling to navigate her way through life . im sorry for everyone ive troubled and hurt , i really didnt mean to do it
thank you for taking the time to talk to me about all of this , anon
i appreciate it